Odd, very odd indeed...

So im not going to create seperate things about all the classes its to time consuming for me so im just gonna type normal. So yeah today wasnt anything special EXCEPT I told Shannon I was Atheist and she said I almost made her cry because im atheist. Im not sure why, usually when I tell people I dont feel bad when they freak about it and worry about me. For some reason I felt bad about it. People say im going to go to hell for it. For one thing I dont believe in hell. If one day I do depart to hell, all I can say is that im not afraid. Im not afraid to die, im not afriad to be alone, to be in pain. Im not afraid...

Day to day, hooray!

Well today was happy...

Math:
I stayed awake the whole class so yay for that. I had to go to detention after school for this class which you know is always fun. I did some boring worksheet and finished writing my essay.

Science:
I slept during this class I dont know why. I took a test and read about some rocks, wahoo... So yeah this class was uber thrilling.

Gym:
Bleh, we had to run the 400 in under 1:30. Most fast people did it in under that but I got 1:35. I need to get faster but I guess thats why im taking gym so yeah. We did another vid for Coach White, which was rediculously fun.

Honors World History:
This class was fun. We did some thing to find out how efficeint the priniting press was. Our whole class writing out something couldnt beat someone with a stamp. Crazy. Anyway so the rest was notes and stuff so that was gay.

Song of the day... 70's disco style

Flashdance - She's a Maniac

Just a steel-town girl on a Saturday night, lookin' for the fight of her life
In the real-time world no one sees her at all, they all say she's crazy
Locking rhythms to the beat of her heart, changing movement into light
She has danced into the danger zone, when a dancer becomes a dance
It can cut you like a knife, if the gift becomes the fire
On a wire between will and what will be

She's a maniac, maniac on the floor
And she's dancing like she's never danced before
She's a maniac, maniac on the floor
And she's dancing like she's never danced before

On the ice blue line of insanity is a place most never see.
It's a hard won place of mystery, touch it, but can't hold it
You work all your life for that moment in time, it could come or pass you by
It's a push-shove world, but there's always a chanceIf the hunger stays alive
There's a cold kinetic heat struggling, stretching for defeat
Never stopping with her head against the wind

She's a maniac, maniac, I sure know
And she's dancing like she's never danced before
She's a maniac, maniac, I sure know
And she's dancing like she's never danced before

[Solo]

It can cut you like a knife, if the gift becomes the fire
On a wire between will and what will be

She's a maniac, maniac, I sure know
And she's dancing like she's never danced before
[repeats out]

Good game life, way to fail...

Well today sucked, hardcore... Thats 2harc0re.

Math:
Well im sick of people criticizing me about my clothes. So I just sat there in silence and fell asleep. The techer woke me up and gave me detention. Then people kept throwing things at me. So naturally this pushed me.

Science:
I did all the work for everyone in the general area of me, once againl. But this class is a nice vent so I dont care.

Gym:
Bye this time I was completley pushed over the edge and I was on the verge of crying so needless to say I didnt dress out. Matt and Kyle helped me, but I mean I was still enfuriated throughout the day.

Honors World History:
This class was boring like usuall. I just goofed off with Josh the entire period.

Im really sick of people talking about me. I want to be alone, I want people to leave me alone and I want to be invisible. I want to be left alone. Dont talk to me about my clothes, how I look, how I appear, and how I am. This song decribes how I want it to be. Even though I am Atheist and dont believe in any religion, this song makes sense to me.

I'm a little boy with glasses
The one they call the geek
A little girl who never smiles
'Cause I've got braces on my teeth
And I know how it feels
To cry myself to sleep

I'm that kid on every playground
Who's always chosen last
A single teenage mother
Tryin' to overcome my past
You don't have to be my friend
But is it too much to ask

Don't laugh at me
Don't call me names
Don't get your pleasure from my pain
In God's eyes we're all the same
Someday we'll all have perfect wings
Don't laugh at me

I'm the cripple on the corner
You've passed me on the street
And I wouldn't be out here beggin'
If I had enough to eat
And don't think I don't notice
That our eyes never meet

I lost my wife and little boy when
Someone cross that yellow line
The day we laid them in the ground
Is the day I lost my mind
And right now I'm down to holdin'
This little cardboard sign...so

Don't laugh at me
Don't call me names
Don't get your pleasure from my pain
In God's eyes we're all the same
Someday we'll all have perfect wings
Don't laugh at me

I'm fat, I'm thin, I'm short, I'm tall
I'm deaf, I'm blind, hey, aren't we all

Don't laugh at me
Don't call me names
Don't get your pleasure from my pain
In God's eyes we're all the same
Someday we'll all have perfect wings
Don't laugh at me

Uneventfull

Yeah, today was just another normal day really. Me being tired, sleeping during class, doing meaningless work, coming home, waiting for WoW, and playing CoD.

Math:
Just more work out of the book. Common math sense stuff really, so it wasnt difficult or exciting.

Science:
We took a quiz, and did some more stuff on minerals. Minerals appealed to me for some reason when I was younger, so needless to say I knew a lot about them. That made this class very easy today so <3

Gym:
Played some softball and you know some good stuff like that. The normal routine of warmups, run, and play something. One thing about this class... I was trying to lose weight for a while. I know im a big guy just by nature and I have always been that way, but it pisses me off to no believe when people laugh at you, especially when they have the same problem. I just want to tell them off, but I choose to remain silent, im sure that if I said something, "I would be getting all up in the grill" so I look at them mean and dont say shit although they sicken me.

Honors World History:
Yeah just a lot of work like usuall. Nothing really out of the ordinary.

I need to vent a little bit today so bare with me because this is going to be brutal...

Like stated above, fucking stupid people that have the same issue as me, laugh at me. I have put up with so much torrment about my size since I was little, I guess this just shows how immature some people can be. How caddy some people can be, because they judge some without knowing them or even speaking to them, they just laugh at you and pretend to not be doing anything when you look, I know they are doing it, they laugh at me, they make comments, remarks. A word for those people... Shut the fuck up. Worry about yourself and stopping being immature fucking idiots, you all sicken me. Thats one reason in particular I dont care for certain races of people, because this remark is directed toward to a certain race because they seem to be the ones always doing it. Some people from this race im cool with, they are cool, but others sicken me. You fucking sicken me and I hope they rot...

The weekend, New song...

Well this weekend was midly uneventful. Nothing really happened, and I didnt really do much. The golf tournament came to a close and stuff. So Ryan and Kirk left. Other than I have just been bumming. I downloaded this song I like a lot... here it be...


Artist: Thousand Foot Krutch
Album: Phenomenon
Song: Rawkfist

THROW UP YA RAWK FIST IF YA FEELIN IT WHEN I DROP THIS!
Show ‘em how we blow this spot
let’s make it half the shocka with the body rock
till the party stops its time to take it up a notch
and keep it locked for all the headbanga’s in da parkin lot
here we go if ya ready or not
no time to talk ‘cause we on the clock
bringin da OH! OH! to your block
let me show ya where we comin from
it don’t stop from Melrose to New York
show me what ya got now…

All I know is what it did take to make this,
all I am is what it will take to break this (Repeat)
light it up now, light it up now

Stop runnin me down
keep runnin around
I’m fakin you out
would ya just make it watcha want it to be
if I could find out what you’re all about
I’m callin you out would you just set me free (x2 with first part twice)

All I know is what it did take to make this,
all I am is what it will take to break this (repeat)
light it up now, light it up now

THROW UP YA RAWK FIST IF YA FEELIN IT WHEN I DROP THIS……
that’s the sound when the rock hits
OH! never know I might let go! get ready get set………….
THROW UP YA RAWK FIST IF YA FEELIN IT WHEN I DROP THIS……
that’s the sound when the rock hits
OH! never know I might let go! get ready get set
that’s the sound when the rock hits
that’s the sound when the rock hits
that’s the sound when the rock hits
JUMP! JUMP! MAKE THE SOUND WHEN THE ROCK HITS
THROW UP YA RAWKFIST IF YA FEELIN IT WHEN I DROP THIS

Tired...

Hmm... Well today was just one of those weird days. It was boring like usually, but I was unusually tired for some reason.

Math:
Well I gotmy midterm back for this class. I got a 75 which is terrible, I know I can do better. I hate math though, and I dont like classes in the morning so yeah there is two reason I didnt do good. Otherwise the class was boring and we did work like normal.

Science:
Principle Kramer sat it our class today. Maybe its because some of the students said Ernst was making fun of them, but who cares, he makes fun of everyone. Well needless to say the class was uterly boring just for the fact he sat in on the class because we had to be "perfect".

Gym:
There starting to crack down people who dont work out and stuff. There making some of warmups and such a lot harder. Well we ran like we usually do. We played wiffleball in the gym and I got 2 runs, both times I got to bat.

Honors World History:
This class was somewhat boring without Josh there today. Madison and I just talked instead of usually talking to Josh and Madison. So this period went by fast and now im out for a 3 day weekend!

Echoes of Eternity

Hmm I wrote this today. I mixture of some feelings and some stuff. Its really something I would rather not get into in detail but just read. I hope everyone likes it.

-Echoes of Eternity-

The snow fills the sky,
The trees rustle with the passing of the cold night air...

I sit and think,
About the time we shared...

What seemed like an eternity to me,
Seemed like only a second to you...

I wish I could make you change your mind,
About me...

I wish my dreams would come true,
But until then I will keep my eyes on you...

~Fin

Latez-

Today was...cute...

Yeah the title describes my day. Im not really sure how but it does...

Math:
Yeah, I hate this class. For one thing I cant do any classes in the morning or im always going to be bad. I used to be good in math, but not anymore. So yeah naturally I just tried to sleep all class and listen to mindless bs that I ended up doing anyway.

Science:
Yeah this class is always an absolute thrill. Me, Terry, Noah, and Lauren just goofed off all class. Like every other day I do all the work and they copy it. I dont really mind very much though. Ernst told us Principle Kramer is gonna be in there the whole class tomorrow. Sounds like oodles and oodles of fun.

Gym:
Well White is taping our class because he is submitting it for some board that he is trying to get on. Yeah so we had to bs 30 minutes of class and shit for that. The rest we reviewed baseball and shit. I got my midterm from his class back. 105 baby oh yeah!

Honors World History:
I got some lunch and then went to this. Me and Josh sang songs all period and bs'ed like normal. I got my midterm back that class to. 101 booya! Josh got a 101 to so we were happy. I did some other mindless garbage in there to.

So yeah I came home and played Call of Duty for a bit and now im writing.

Latez-